2 Years

As much as I try, these two years will be the worst. I want to fit in, I want to enjoy, I want to play, I want to do things in groups, I want new friends, I want to socialise, I want I want I want.
These two years, it’s hard to survive. It’s just two years, but it’ll be long. I can’t wait for it to end. I’ll have no one else.
I don’t even know if I tried. If I have its not successful. It’s not working, it never will. Is it me? Do they hate me? Why don’t they like me? What did I do wrong? Why? I’m just me, I’m just like them. I want to have friends, I want to be close to them. I miss those years. Where I knew more people. I miss those times. Where everyone seemed closer.
Now. It feels like everyone’s a stranger. Just strangers who know your name.
Why can’t I fit in. Why can’t I join in. Why can’t I get along. Why do people not like me. Why why why why why why.
I don’t like this. I feel odd, outcast, hated, ignored, unliked, a burden. I don’t want this.
But it’ll be over in 2 years.
Just 2 years.



If you were crossing the road, and suddenly a bicycle cross your path. What would you do? Would you complain to the cyclists? Or would you just leave it and count it a blessing that you didn’t get hit?

If you did not go to school, got a job but is lowly paid. Would you regret that you didn’t go to school? Or would you just be glad that you have a job?

If you had to wake up early just to go to work or school. Would you complain all the time that you’re too tired to wake up? Or would you be thankful that you can get the education and employment that many do not have?

Life sets in two ways. Positive or negative. It’s an either or thing, this is one thing that really have nothing in between. It’s one of the things that we have the chance to make a choice in. How we think, how we act. It all depends on what our mindset is.

Positive attitude lights up the world!
Just saying a single “thank you”, “morning” could lit up the day of someone:)